It would be every guys feeling as he is one step away
to enter his college life and he finds his girl and lead a romantic college
life. It was my feeling too when my 10th exams were over.
We were on a school trip and I was hoping that the
girl I always looked for would travel sitting next to me but that dint happen
she just passed me and occupied the seat behind me , though was sad but was
somewhat happy that she wasn’t far of me . As it was a night journey the driver
turned off the lights we all planned to sleep after a few minutes of shouting
and singing. It was some were around 12:30 or 1:00 in the midnight I felt
something strange touching my hands which were down touching the ground of the
bus, with my eyes half open just turned back to see what it was and was so
happy to see that it was her hand that was touching my hand though it was
paining to keep my hand in the same position I left that unmoved. In the
morning I woke up and the bus was empty, i got down from the bus to see others
and she looked at me and smiled, I felt that she was my girl. I spent most of
the times seeing her admiring her smile in the tour.
It was the time for us to return back and I was bit
afraid as our 10th results were coming out and also was afraid about
the result that she might give if I expressed my love. The results were out
within few days I was more excited to see her than my results, I entered the
school campus and she was standing in front of the classroom door the moment
she saw me she came towards me, my senses behaved strangely she came close to
me and said “SAME PINCH” we both got the same marks, I forgot to express
my feelings at that moment and the time I realised she had left. At that time I
felt AM I?
I always had the gut feeling that I would meet her in
some college when I went to buy the application form or the time I got
admission. But nothing went my way even my final exam or CET marks. I was
lucky enough to get a seat for B.E. I still hoped that I could find her
someday.
It was my first day of LAB in B.E was sitting alone on
the chair and playing with the tuning fork, I felt that someone was standing
behind me I feared if it was my BIG moustache lecturer but turned out to be a
girl, she introduced herself saying “My name is “and I will be your batch mate
for the next 4 years. She had the same name as my 10th STD girl, I
looked in to her eyes and could see my reflections for that moment i thought
she is MY GIRL but next moment realised that i was seeing myself in her
spectacles. For the next 3 years I enjoyed every bit of comments that our
friends gave about us and every bit of minute dong lab with her.
It was our final year, I decided to express my
feelings to her, I walked towards her in to the lab where she was alone doing
her project sat beside to her and with a shivering voice said YOU ARE
BEAUTIFUL, she smiled back and replied my sister is much more beautiful and
went away (not only from the lab, but from the college) and I remained there thinking
(not only in the lab, but also in the same semester) . It took me 6months to
come out from the feeling and also from the college.
It was my last day, i wished goodbye to all my friends
and lecturer’s and walked towards the gate, I could see her again standing near
the gate waiting for someone. I went nearby and wished “Hi” her reply made me
think again if she was MY GIRL. She replied “I was waiting for you” and
gave a card. I opened the card with all the beautiful feelings inside expecting
it to be the letter of my life. The moment I opened I felt AM I? And
before I could say something she was in the bus. I took the bus behind that
back to home.
After having 2 googlies in life I decided to enter my
professional life without any expectations.
It was my first day for my job I entered the office,
though my mind did not want to see but my heart and eyes wanted to find MY
GIRL but I saw no sign of even attempting for it. A year passed by my
search for MY GIRL also had reduced. I received a mail from my
colleague mailed “she arrived”. I curiously looked through the door to
know who she is and also if she can become MY GIRL.
A thin beautiful fair lady entered with MY HR, he
introduced her telling she is asst HR and made her sit beside my cabin. The moment
I saw I thought I should not delay this time and would offer my letter to be MY
GIRL.
It took me six months to make a bold step and approach
her
It was a cloudy Saturday morning and I was alone in my
office doing some pending work, I heard a voice asking if I could join for the
breakfast, I was surprised to see her standing in her Cabin, She said she was
in for interviews. As I was hoping for a day where I could meet her and
talk to her I thought this is the day
I went to her cabin straight away and asked “Do u
need any help? “Instead of asking her for a date. She smiled and replied
NO. Could not resist myself even for an hour, went again and this time I
straight away asked “Do U have any boyfriends?”(I was expecting a Yorker or
bouncer this time) but she smiled and asked do u have any?
For a moment I was confused as to what she was
thinking of me. Looking at my reaction she replied
Do u have any?.. Any girlfriends? My reply was NO as we all guys say.
With all great courage and not bothering about the
consequences I asked
Can u be my girlfriend? She smiled and turned her
laptop screen towards me, Again for the third time in my life I felt Am I
?
It had been 2 years since that day where I came across
such a situation, when I saw MY 10th std GIRL’s profile
in face book. Today the question re occurred in me AM I ?
To reveal ::
B.E girl would have given her wedding card.
Asst HR would have shown her engagement pics.
10th STD girl Facebook profile says
engaged.
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