Expressed!


P for Pain and Pleasure!

Inspired and Adapted from an article written by

Radhika Narayan
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Screenplay: Abhishek Iyengar



(As the mood slowly sets in, women of age 25 years sitting on the floor… with her head bent down….partially seen face… a soul departed.. a sense of fear, may be rejection! A confused mind….)

(As she notices the people around her sitting, she slowly lifts her head…….)

(A smirk, a disgust, some what unwanting…)

Roshini:- P for Pain… (a sarcastic laugh) P for pleasure…

It was once P for Pleasant, P for Playful, P for peppy, P for pleasure of life…..
P for….. (Bending her head down) Never mind… My life is a cracked mirror, a shattered glass… Actually, the only mistake I did in this society is ‘being a girl!’, (looking upwards, like questioning the lord), was it so heinous crime? Being a girl, Being a woman, they say it is blissful, my foot!

It was a Saturday night, raining heavily, the whole place was deserted, I left home late, drenched! Fighting the thunder storms I hit the roads of this society which thought me to ‘keep my head high, being a women’ (suddenly laughing) the society is so lame, the society is like this bowl filled with water (starting to convince the people)
Yes! It is like this bowl of water! Believe me (pretending as if some one asked how?)
It is pretty simple, I mean look at a bowl filled with water, it somehow protects all the water in it but one stone thrown at it, the bowl shatters and the water spills.
The same society which promised me to protect me shattered that day, Saturday night….
I was raped 7 times by unknown people
(A laugh, which expresses her sadness), Yes! Believe me one after the one after other.. 7 times (laughing aloud)
There could have someone who could hear my cry! Really! NO one heard my cry!
Or? (Pause, thinking)
No one wanted to hear my cry?
Shhhhh! (silencing at the audience) the society is calm and silent, do not disturb it…. (Consoling herself, with tears in her eyes)
(tears) That day I was punished for ‘Being a Women!’
I was punished for ‘Believing my society!’
I was punished for “Being independent in a society which is filled with jerks”
(a small pause)
That day I was punished for “My incapability to convince those 7 people that I am human being”

I was let of after a 3 hour ordeal to lead a life which was a mere hell! (a sarcastic take on people)
I was on the national TV, yes!
(suddenly acting like a TV anchor….)
Breaking NEWS: Roshini Sabarwal raped 7 times in the Norther Uptown area….
(Coming back to the roshini character…)
Yes! That’s me on the television… I am on the national television making news…. You see that people are talking about me.. about my life… they are debating about me…..
(Turning totally wild and mad…)
Maa, Maa, mom! You see that, that’s me on tv and I got rap(silence)….ed mom…..(crying….)

Whom should I thank for such fame?
Those 7 people who are still free in our society waiting for the next one?
Or my own society who raised me to glory for a no mistake of mine?
Or myself?

I am confused actually……!
I was thrown out of work, I was asked to join rehab, I was even distanced by my own mom.. that one night changed so much in my life…..

Thank you all.. it was P for playful, P for pleasant… and now

It is now P for pain 

(She bends her head down as a symbolic representation of women being bogged down in front of the people)

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